PnB Rock’s girlfriend has shared heartbreaking details on the rapper’s final moments.

Stephanie Sibounheuang took to Instagram on Thursday to post a lengthy message about the loss she and her family endured. The post came about a month after PnB Rock was fatally shot during a robbery at Roscoe’s House of Chicken ’N Waffles in Los Angeles, where he and Sibounheuang had gone for lunch. 

“I am 100% not ok. If I wasn’t spiritual, I could kill my self (but then I’ll go to hell and my man not there),” she wrote. “My man saved my life, throwing me under that table. I’m not supposed to be here, but bc of him, I am. No one would be able to handle this. TBH, I can’t even handle this.”

Sibounheuang, who shared a two-year-old daughter with the late rapper, recalled the moments that unfolded after the shooting, like being escorted out of the restaurant, forced into a police car, and placed in an interrogation room, completely unaware that her boyfriend had been pronounced dead.

“I felt this time in my relationship everything was finally perfect for our family,” she continued. “My man had gave himself to GOD. Did a complete 360. He was loyal. He was patient. He was teachable and a teacher. I was finally letting the past go, and letting him show up as his changed self. My last day with u. I told you ‘I know you my husband. I know you my soulmate.’

“Even it was for a little bit. At least we got to experience what having a soul mate is… and for that…I am grateful.”

You can read Sibounheuang’s full post below.

The Los Angeles Police Department have made three arrests in connection to PnB Rock’s murder: 40-year-old Freddie Lee Trone; his wife, 38-year-old Shauntel Trone; and his 17-year-old son. LAPD Chief Michel Moore said PnB Rock, legal name Rakim Hasheem Allen, was likely targeted through an Instagram post showing him and his girlfriend at the restaurant.

“[Allen] was brutally attacked by an individual who, apparently, we believe… came to the location after a social media posting of the artist and the woman accompanying him,” Moore said, adding that the photo showed the rapper donning “an extensive amount of jewelry and other valuables.”

Shauntel Trone has been charged with accessory after the fact, while Freddie Lee Trone and his son were each charged with murder, conspiracy to commit robbery, and second-degree robbery.