Lil Xan’s fiancée, Annie Smith, revealed she had a miscarriage on Saturday, E! News reports. Smith shared the news via a video and photographs on Instagram, in which she explained that the “the videos were taken "the first day we met and the first few months we knew each other."

 

In the video’s caption, Smith spoke directly to her unborn child. “The moment i met you i knew you were special. i fell head over heels in love with you and only love you more and more every single day. i didn't know it was possible to feel this way about another human." she wrote."the most magical, beautiful blessing God has given me," she wrote.

Smith also described the pain she was feeling in the wake of her miscarriage. "Today i feel a hurt i never knew existed. a pain that comes from my soul.” Smith said. "To my beautiful angel, mommy loves you more than she ever knew possible. you have made me the happiest woman in the world knowing i had the chance to be your mommy.”

She also opened up about her experience with pregnancy. "Feeling you grow inside my body has been the most special gift i have been given, my prayers were answered with you. i wish more than anything that i could meet you, hold you and love you," she wrote.

While Xan didn’t address the miscarriage directly, he did hint towards it on Instagram Stories, E! News points out. “Hey guys I'm really not feeling well today," he said. "I'm sorry if I'm M.I.A. for the next few days, I just need to get my mind right. I love you guys to death."

Xan and Smith announced that they were expecting their first child together just under two months ago.