Towards the end of March, Cardi B, the social media luminary turned reality star turned indisputable rap star, took to Twitter to dole out both a complaint and a command: βI havenβt been to New York in a MONTH!!β she wrote. βI miss my my moms Ya motherfuckers better love this album."
On the one hand, itβs this very sort of candor and lack of pretentiousness that made Cardi B such an adored figure. Unlike many of her famous colleagues, Cardi B doesnβt shy away from telling the world exactly how she feels. Itβs an endearing quality, one that has led to her being deemed βthe peopleβs divaβ as writer Brittany Spanos astutely described her as last year. However, depending on how close enough attention youβve paid to the Bronx native, you may have noticed that she complains a whole lot about the fame she so actively courted.
In Spanosβ Rolling Stone profile of Cardi B, published last fall, the rapper laments about a since-deleted tweet that referred to Kim Jong Un as βWon Tung Soup,β noting, "I used to tell myself that I will always be myselfβ before going on to add, "Little by little, I'm feeling like I'm getting trapped and muted."
Later, she admitted of her fear of failure: "If you go broke and lose your career, it's bad β and everybody is talkin' shit about it! At least if you lose your 9-to-5 you don't got millions of people judging you and talking shit while you lost your job."
At the time, Cardi B hinted that she is consumed with people talking shit about her. Since then, she has all but confirmed it. In her cover story for the March issue of Cosmopolitan, she reiterated much of the same complaintsβthis time about her relationship with Offset.
On deciding to stay with him in spite of footage of him suggesting he cheated on her, Cardi B explained to writer Jazmine Hughes that, despite all cries to the contrary, βI donβt have low self-esteem.β She went on to confirm what shouldnβt have required explanation: she has every right to work things out with her partner and doesnβt owe anyone else an explanation.
βIβm not your property,β she noted. βThis is my life.β
It is, but the problem with this interview, the Rolling Stone interview, and that whiny tweet about how we best like her album βcause she misses her mama is that peopleβespecially wealthy celebritiesβshould grasp that they are the creators of their own madness. When Cardi B was on the rise, she conveyed, by way of profilesinThe Fader magazine, that one of her most indelible skills was her incredible media savvy.
This is a woman who knew her status as a social media star would earn her more money than stints on Love & Hip Hop wouldβmeaning she would only appear for a certain period of time to boost name recognition. She wouldnβt feature her actual music on the show because, as she once explained, she understood that artists on the show donβt have their music taken seriously by the masses. Moreover, she also knew being an independent artist would be more financially beneficial until it wasnβt, hence why she waited to sign with a major record deal.
If she is shrewd enough to know of all of this, I donβt for the life of me understand why she still hasnβt learned to stop searching her name on Twitter and engaging in verbal knife fights with detractors online.
In one of the greatest diss records of all-time, dolphin note hitter and closeted rapper Mariah Carey infamously said, βAinβt gonβ feed ya, Iβmma let ya starve.β I realize I may sound like a fake ass Iyanla Vanzant throughout this essay, but Belcalis, beloved, maybe apply this bar to your life in order to improve it? While many outlets (including this one) will gleefully post Cardi Bβs responses to haters because itβs good content, generally speaking, purposely searching oneβs name in order to combat detractors is the not the recipe for sanity.
With a megahit single, a growing list of high profile magazine covers, an opening act slot on the Puerto Rican Frankie Lymon, aka Bruno Mars, tour, and a highly anticipated debut album (with a stunning cover, no less), her star is only likely to brighten. Iβm not privy to the Illuminati meetings, but can someone sit her down and remind her this is the life she chose and to protect herself accordingly? No one knows what certain positions in life are like until theyβre in them, but everyone is mildly familiar with what exactly the tenets of celebrity (no matter the level) entail.
To wit, in that November interview with The Cut, Cardi B said of celebrities who have meltdowns, βI see why people go crazy. This shit is not what it fucking seems.β She then added βBut I canβt complain.β So much for that.
Cardi made herself into a different kind of celebrity, but it may be time for her to take cues from other A-listers on how to handle that fame.