Since the majority of your friends in real life don't have the same passion for menswear, you took to the Internet to find like minds—and encountered them in droves. You started taking trips to cities like New York to visit the shops you all talk about online and see the brands you fawn over on Tumblr in real life, and maybe actually even try on gear. But when you go back home, back to your "real" life, it's a mixed feeling of sadness and resignation. Oh well, you'll always have the Internet to escape to.