Song: Case "Missing You" (2000)
If every day you want to call this girl, and you're feeling so lonely that you're hallucinating, then perhaps you should just pick up the phone. Bam. Very easy fix. Call her, call someone who knows her, or call the suicide hotline. Or, you know, you could just sit in your house (alone again, naturally) and wonder why nothing changes. I don't know what the latter offers you, though it seems like you're sticking with it. I wouldn't say it's a good choice, but it's certainly a choice.