Lolo Jones will not be the winner of Season 19 of Dancing With the Stars. She won't even be a finalist on the show. Because last night, she was unceremoniously dismissed after the first round of the competition. And she took the L incredibly hard. In fact, she was so upset about the loss that she took to her Facebook account a short time after the show ended to talk about how disappointed she was about not achieving more success on DWTS.
"When you go so many times rejected in public you put walls up," she wrote. "When I was dancing last night and messed up, I had flashbacks of the three Olympics and that people constantly tease me about. I thought oh no here it comes again. People are going to ridicule me. I'm so tired of feeling embarrassed."
She went on to say that she felt "so broken" and "so unlovable" after her loss. She also talked about how seriously she took DWTS when she was invited to be on the show.
"I really wanted to stay on the show and have the layers of hurt wash away by showing the public how hard I work," she wrote. "I wanted to come away a victor for once. I wanted to do so good performing in public that the haters would stop teasing me."
You can read Lolo's entire letter below. It's sad, to say the least.