Kim Kardashian sat down with Oprah for a candid chat, and in part 1, which aired on OWN last night, she said her love for Kris Humphries was genuine. She essentially apologized.

“He’s a good person,” she said. “I will always have a place in my heart for him. It just wasn’t for me. You know in your heart … For anyone I hurt, I’m truly sorry, I don’t wish pain on anyone, but the person I am because of that crazy experience, I wouldn’t change it for the world. I loved him, obviously it hurt him, and it hurt me too."

She also said that she realized things were off from jump.

“I think when people first meet, everything is great in the beginning,” she explained. “But I didn’t spend more than a whole week with my ex before we married. When we moved in together, I saw how our relationship was… I don’t want to get into the small things, but once we moved in, I knew he was not the one.”

Watch the clip at Hollywood Life