Twitter handle: @officialTila

Date: Oct. 5, 2009 

The troubled former pin-up model shared her suicidal tendencies on Twitter, saying, "I am going to kill myself cuz I don't want to life (sic) in a world where its filled with IGNORANCE! which majority of you ARE! & racists! As dark descends into my world....Don't mourn me world, I will die slow." She told Global Grind her depression stemmed from an alleged altercation with former lover Shawn Marriman, which left her hospitalized. That didn't stop Charlamenge the God from calling her out as a desperate attention seeker, leading to a heated exchange between the two that consisted of racial slurs and other insensitive remarks.